Almost 2 weeks since I haven’t touched base – slowing down. I have been really tired and coming home to dinner and bed. Tonight is an effort but you all show up and so can I. It really does keep me up to have the connection. Pull yourself together and do what you are supposed to. It never occurred to me that this whole adventure would lead to a change in me. You get sick and expect to be right back to where you left off. I am not so convinced that it is possible in the short term with cancer treatment. Yeah there are the “surface changes.” Glasses, hearing aids, saliva output down, taste diminished, hair loss, but most of those continue to improve, that aside, there are some things you start to wonder about. My hat is off to the workers of the world. I have a new appreciation for a lifestyle that involves regular hours and effort. I am working Monday 10 – 2, Tuesday and Thursday 12 -4, yoga on Tuesday and Thursday, working on my projects on Wednesday and trying to keep the house clean on Friday. Result – I am exhausted! well crap that is a lot more than I thought it was until I saw it on paper. No wonder I’m sore and tired, but in my mind it is so slow coming back. I am still getting an average of 10 hours of sleep a night but the weekend always has a catch-up day.
Last week while Will was in town Kat took off three days and the three of us went over to Ichnetucknee to float on Wednesday. It was a beautiful day and nobody was over there so it was extra nice. We got there early enough that we had the chance to go float down
the river twice on Innertubes. I bailed on the second trip to nap in the car, then Friday, after I worked Thursday, I skipped their trip to Big Shoals for a hike to stay in bed. So those are the disappointing things and I have no reason to be disappointed. God provided a wonderful week with Will and Kathy home and that is enough – I can’t force my way to well, and I keep getting good days. Today the turning club had an event to attract new members and raise money for “Beads of Courage.” WoodCraft sells the bowls as Mother’s Day presents and we turn in front of the store to drum up traffic. My partner in crime Tina and I showed up and rocked. Turning and catching up while talking to members and customers on a gorgeous day. A new turner in the club came by to learn how to turn bowls so Joel got one on one tutoring from Tina and I – He did an awesome job!
Last Sunday Kat took me down to an Acrylic Pour class by Jami Childers and the Art Center. We learned some pretty awesome techniques and came home with 4 stunning pieces. Besides if I am not doing something I am napping or sleeping…LOL
Last Saturday we took Will to the airport about 1 and were home in bed by 2, I napped until 6 and moved to the couch so I could be in bed early to take the class. Oh, this another landmark month. I am already at the 6 month work-up. This month is the 2nd blood work, CT scan and PET scan, but that is later in the month. Finally we have a visitor tonight. Kat has been doing classes all day and a friend of ours let her daughter Maria come spend the night and have an art night and day with Kathy. Maria is 12 and they have already done ice dyed t-shirts, resin pours, dyed some wood and are currently watching videos and they just started!
And me? I’m going to bed! A few prayers, some modified activities and I will get a second wind. I really appreciate having you to talk to – I told you many times that I don’t always get solid information when I talk to myself and Kat gets to listen to it everyday! So goodnight and I will try to get back on schedule……we will see!
LESSON OF THE DAY – Enough is as good as a feast. Sir Thomas Malory