Day 124 – UGH!

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Day 124 – Tired

Sorry I didn’t make it until tonight but I have just been wiped all week and going to bed early.  The week before just tore the wheels off the wagon, I had to get up with Kat at 6:30 3 days last week for appointments.  The other 2 days I had to get up to work on the table base for Eric and Saturday we had an outing with Jan.  Long story short I am still paying the price for pushing it 2 weeks ago.

Good news – I had my lymphedema PT twice last week and have been released to continue wearing the band and giving myself massages to continue moving the lymph from my neck area.  This will be a fairly long term exercise that will have to be endured.  I dislike wearing the compression garment, so much that Kat found it on the floor on her side of the bed Sunday morning, and I don’t even remember taking it off! But it is no worse than some of the other stuff that I have had to do so I shall trudge on.  Bad news – I had my yearly eye exam.  I don’t know if it was chemo related or not. but for the first time in 5 years my close prescription changed and I graduated to bifocals.  When Dr Russell showed me the chart with and without the distance script I was blown away – so the new glasses will be here this week.  The awesome news – The hearing aids just keep getting better!  Angela adjusted the volume up to normal and removed some high end so Sydney doesn’t sound so sharp when she shrieks. So between hearing aids, compression straps and new glasses it has been and expensive couple of weeks about $5,600.  Besides the fatigue I am doing pretty good.  Taste keeps getting better and my weight is still stable at 160 pounds.  I just have to fight the urge to push, as a matter of fact I have been put on restrictions this week by Kat.

I delivered the new table legs on Monday. As any new design goes, Eric and I had some back and forth on what we needed to do to make it work.  I ended up at Farmtastic Creations 3 days and Eric was here one day to get them right, but they are awesome!  He delivered it on Friday and we already have 2 customers looking to order their own. (If you click on the pictures it will tell you what is going on in each one)

This weekend we got up early on Saturday and picked up Jan to go to “The Maker’s Market.”  It was a craft type show that was held in a really cool venue “The Glassworks”  on Myrtle Ave.  They had about 50 vendors and food trucks and it was fun seeing what is out there.  Next we did lunch at V’s Pizza and had their chicken wings and blue cheese pizza. Both items tasted pretty damn good and really hit the spot.  We left there and headed to Eco Relics on Stockton Street.  They have the biggest collection of reclaimed crap in Jacksonville.  You can spend hours roaming the aisles never knowing what you will find, and after all that excitement we went back to Jan’s, borrowed a bed, and took a nap for an hour and a half!  If that wasn’t enough, we met Tina and her nephew Ben at Hawker’s Asian Street Fare for dinner.  We hadn’t seen Ben since last summer and it has been forever since we had seen Tina.  We ate and yakked for hours.  After dinner we strolled 5 points widow shopping and talking.  At one point Kat and Ben disappeared into a shop only to emerge with a pogo stick.  Ben picked it up pretty quick and I was on my way until I saw Tina wincing every time I tried, and after thinking about it, decided to leave the pogo stick for younger generations…it’s not like I need any new medical problems right now!

Sunday we had a visit from a new turner, Coleen.  Coleen is a member of our Turner’s club and was looking for some help with her bowls.  She and Kat worked while I slept and I took over after I got my exhausted butt out of the bed about 11.  It is so much fun to share what you know with others and you end up learning as much as you share.

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Fish Whisperer

After she left Kat worked on some fish carving and I started rebuilding the table saw.  The mechanism to change the blade angle pooped out on me while I was building that table base so I needed to get it fixed.  We finished the evening watching Jesus Christ Superstar on NBC and it would have been excellent had it not been for the hour worth of commercials.  When Andrew Loyd Webber first introduced this in the early 70’s it really struck my friends and I.  I have seen the live version at least 4 times and the movie well over 20.  It was a magic time for me. Catholic boy’s high school with “enlightened” religion classes, (We studied the rock opera Tommy in one) Jethro Tull’s Aqualung, Jesus Christ Superstar, Godspell, Joseph and The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat started laying the foundation of the God of my understanding.  As I sat there last night I was transported to time of my life that I had largely set aside.  The friends, the thinking, the discussions and the the times, it was cool to revisit the memories.  It was also a reminder how much of a role God has played in my life and how much I have been affected, whether I realized it at the time or not.  God has been good to me and a guiding force if I  accepted His presence and let Him guide me.  I wasted so many years trying to run the show without help only to be brought to my knees as the result of untreated alcoholism.  At that point I remembered that God of my early adulthood and asked Him for help me and since that time I have been blessed with everything that I need and given a couple of adventures that I never would have guessed would teach me so much. I think that I will keep trusting and relying on Him.

Don

LESSON OF THE DAY -“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” —Albert Einstein

Author: Don

Hi my name is Don Penny I am a professional woodturner in Jacksonville, FL. I was diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic squamous cell carcinoma in 3 lymph nodes and the base of the tongue and this is my story of day to day life while fighting cancer.

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