I can’t believe it has been a week since I last shared with you, but time flies when you are having fun! It has just been good but a bit frustrating. By the time I get done with my day I have just been ready to go to bed. Last Thursday I had an appointment with Louise and it went really well – I have been extended to a month! Then I headed over to yoga and made it home about 8. Friday was a thrilling day of cleaning house, but I made it all the way through this week including laundry. Now it took me until 7 and I was pretty worn out but felt really good about getting it done. Saturday we got to go to a “reveal” party for my nephew Will and his wife Jessa. Apparently this has become the real hip thing to do even to the point where Krispy Kreme sells donuts that are filled with pink or blue filling for the parties. We all bit in at the same time to find out that it is going to be a boy. It was fun and Albert and Jan, Daryl and Val are really excited about the prospect of a grandchild.
Sunday was a sleep in morning, it was really funny I was asleep and opened my eyes about 10:30 and the house was so quiet that I thought it was Monday and that I had overslept for my therapy appointment. I jumped out of bed and went running into the kitchen and saw Kathy with her headphones on the computer! I just turned back around and fell back into bed and was immediately sleeping again! I slept until 12:30 but I spent the afternoon in the shop working on a project for Eric at Farmtastic Creations and finishing up a mortar pestle Christmas present. Keoni and Amy stopped by for a minute to pick up some leftover donuts for the pigs then Kat made chicken piccata for dinner with black bean pasta. With the time change and all the activity it was back to bed!
This week hasn’t been as adventurous but Monday I did go to the physical therapist for the lymphedema therapy. Kim is my therapist and she spent the appointment doing baseline measurements. She is very optimist that we can shrink the “waddle” and we will get down to it Thursday. Kat and I ended the day at the woodturner’s meeting where we had a demonstration on turning long thin objects by Ed Malesky.
Then the wall appeared. I did not wake up until 2 o’clock Tuesday and had to force myself to go to yoga then today I got up about noon and have spent the day on the couch licking my wounds.
Barbara helped me to put it into perspective Monday night. I have had 5 good days. They may not have been 100% and I may have been tired and sleeping a bit but I did string 5 together before I had to quit. That is so much further than I was a month ago and while the last 2 days would have depressed me a month ago, today I can feel good about the accomplishment and understand the need to rest. I still do feel a little selfish when I tell people I cannot do something, but I am trying to make intelligent decisions and I have quit imagining what they think. I am doing the best that I can and cannot help it if that is all that I can do. We were going to go to Atlanta this weekend to see the American Craft Show Saturday and spend the weekend with my nephew Chaz and his fiance Jovie until Kat pointed out to me that I probably didn’t need to spend all day Friday driving, all day Saturday at the show and all day Sunday driving home with some visiting thrown in the middle. That is why I love that woman so much – she is so practical…LOL
A kind God, sage advice, prayer and taking action has been very good to me. I feel myself getting healthier and stronger daily. The best part is that I have been able to to it with a smile and forgiveness in my heart. Instead of waking up today being mad and disappointed at where I am, I am able to be grateful for the progress and thankful for the time given to me to heal without the pressure to perform. And then I have you, my loving and faithful friends who check on me daily and cheer me on toward healing. I love you and appreciate you.
LESSON OF THE DAY – “Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.” William James