Pretty decent day, a little chilly, but I made it to the shop again! Working on Christmas presents that I haven’t been able to get to before now. I also have a table base that Eric is chomping at the bit for me to get done, but it is labor intensive and I cannot work on it long. Yesterday was a busy one. I had the appointment with Dr. Moy, the ENT and his Audiologist, Angela. Well she delivered the bad news first – 1. I need hearing aids and 2. That they are $5,200. It is not as daunting as it seems, the insurance covers 80% and that only leaves $1,000 but they don’t file the insurance. So we need to come up with the total to get the bill so we can file the insurance and get the money back DRAMA! But we will get it handled like we always do. I know it sounds flippant but God always steps in when we need Him and that is why they call it faith. Next up was Dr. Moy who was just pleased with the recent findings and the scope that he did looked great. I will continue to see him every 3 months this year. From there I delivered the “ball cap” job to ScoDon, hit the bank and collected the movie tickets that I won from SymPortico Realty. And the bonus was getting to visit with my sweet friend Laurel Black. If you need a premium realtor you cannot go wrong with Laurel and her group. Here is their Facebook page take a look! SymPortico Realty The downside to the day was not being able to get to yoga, but I get to do that Thursday.
Now for the chat, I haven’t talked much about what is going on with recovery other than the ever present tiredness. Things are pretty good – fantastic to where we were last month, but there are some issues. My “jack-in-the-box” skin conditions seem to have settled down to the occasional rash of pimples. These are little red dots that look like a fire ant bites. For those of you up north a fire ant bite is a swollen spot about as big around as a pencil eraser that is angry red and has a tiny puss spot in the middle. These can appear quickly and can be as few as one and as many as 20. They typically show up on my cheeks, chest, back and arms and with a treatment they go away in about a day. They are not typically painful, unless they show up in my armpits, but it is just another curious part of recovery that no one can seem to explain. Next up is the ever present cold. Kid’s I am freezing my butt off. It is 71 in the house tonight and I need a blanket. This week I have slept with the mattress heater on and my legs and arms at Dr. Moy’s office yesterday were purple. The good news is that clothes and blankets are readily available. Next up is the tooth and gum treatments needed due to lack of saliva. I am supposed to put a thin layer of a special toothpaste into fitted trays and wear those trays while I sleep, but I just can’t wear them. The answer, I have to brush with the toothpaste and not rinse or drink all night. This stuff is weird tasting and without additional water I wake up with this goo in my mouth and throat in the morning, but with a good scrubbing and a drink it is okay. I will wrap up with the hardest one. My brain is not quite working right – chemo brain. For me it is the well known feeling of not being able to recall something. You know what I mean, you’re talking to someone and you can’t think of what something is called or somebody’s name. Last Saturday Kat and I were sitting on the porch and I was trying to tell her something and it took 5 minutes for me to finish a sentence. It shows up in my spelling and typing too. If it wasn;t for speel check my sentences would read like this. My fingers just won’t type what I want if I am not looking at them. Another thing is remembering what I am doing. I have tried 3 times tonight to remember to turn on the bed but to no avail. But please, don’t get me wrong. Like I said earlier, this stuff is just a bump in the road. All of these annoyances will hopefully go away in time or can be remedied and they don’t hurt or affect my daily life. It is my daily life and I am OK with it. I feel better than I have in months. My beard is coming back, my taste is coming back, I am getting some energy back, they are fixing my hearing and my turkey waddle – and don’t forget I am cancer free! Modern medicine and the God of my understanding is good. I am blessed to be living.
So with that my friends I am going to bed with a smile and joy in my heart. Have a great couple of days and we will chat soon.
LESSON OF THE DAY – “A man can no more diminish God’s glory by refusing to worship Him than a lunatic can put out the sun by scribbling the word, ‘darkness’ on the walls of his cell.”
C. S. Lewis