It was a pretty awesome weekend! Saturday Kat woke me up about 7:30 and we showed up at the Jacksonville Gem Society about 9:15 for a fun filled play day under the tutelage of Heather Furman. We explored the world of glass and heat. The class was an introduction to fused glass and anything else we could think of. We designed, cut glass, used torches to make spirals, dots and beads, sluff with a kiln and a bunch of stuff that I have already forgotten. We did not finish up until 5 and we will get the finished product soon. There were 7 of us in the class and we had a ball! We came home and Kat fixed this wild Chicken Parmesan Pizza – great stuff! We can talk about taste and appetite for a minute. I am have a small appetite and am currently at 162 lbs. My taste is about 80
percent there some things are closer than others. Peanut butter and grits are still my favorites. I have been consistent in my weight for awhile and still drinking Ensure, protein and herb smoothies (mushroom blend, green blend, turmeric, hemp seed, chia seeds, egg white protein and macaboost) and getting in 2000 calories a day and I’ve been experimenting. I bought some Publix spicy wings today and baby they lit me up! I was washing them down with milk and my head was sweating, sweet Jesus heat is magnified! I ate 4 and that’s all I can take, I’ll have to take the rest down to Uncle Tom and Aunt Pie.
The downside to the great day Saturday was a lost Sunday. We went to bed early and I slept until 1:00pm, ate lunch with Kat, read on the patio for a 1/2 hour before napping, until 5:00, ate and we were in bed by 9:00. Today I slept until one, but was able to run some errands and feel pretty good tonight. I did get out for a walk and the blooms are gorgeous. When you are grateful for your day it is so much nicer and easier to see the world around you. I am so blessed, a God of my understanding, wife, family, friends, life there is nothing else I need. There is some goofy stuff I want but if I’m supposed to have it – it will show up.
The nervous part – tomorrow is the big reveal. I see Dr. Dagan at 10:00 to find out if we
got this on the first shot, then I see Dr Ilene for my 1st physical in the afternoon. It has already been 3 months since the last treatment. Lots of bitching, sleeping, weird experiences, but I have been carried and loved like I never expected. The real thing is that I’m curious, I know that whatever the news is it will be what it is supposed to be. God has a plan and the outcome is really unimportant, what is important is my reaction to the news. As my lovely, but smart-ass, wife responded to my inquiry – “What if we didn’t get it? “You go back to treatment – duh”
LESSON OF THE DAY – “We can easily forgive the child who is afraid of the dark, the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.” Plato