I know, I know where the HELL have I been??? Dancing with angels that’s where! What a great week – thank you for helping me get here. Thursday I saw my therapist, who to my dismay just got done with her round of cancer treatment. Talk about being able to empathize and help me out. Again it is miraculous what God puts in my life when I get out of the way and ask for help. I had not seen Louise in a year and a half and it was like we never missed a beat and I came away recharged. Of course she wanted to see me again yesterday – but I had improved enough that she unchained me for 3 weeks. After I left her office Thursday I picked up Sydney and Finn and delivered them to my nephew and niece Will and Jessa so we could go to the Symposium. Friday morning Kat and I were on the road by 8:30am for our next big adventure. We drove to Lake Yale Baptist Center for the Florida Woodturning
Symposium and my 1st venture into the world. Lake Yale is in the Eustis, FL area and is a beautiful drive 21/2 hours away from Jacksonville. I’ll be honest and tell you that I was scared to death but excited at the same time, but I had a plan to escape to a quiet place if I needed to and was surrounded by understanding and supportive friends so that fear had melted by the time that we finished lunch. There were 250 turners, and 8 rotations of classes in which you got to choose one of 4 to see. So I saw 8 different national and local turners who came to share their projects and techniques. It is an awesome opportunity to learn. There is also a Vendor area to see and buy all the new and trusted goodies available and two evening programs. The attendees are encouraged to bring finished work for the instant gallery to share with the participants. Friday night we had a critique of the instant gallery by the nationals and a drawing for a 6 $250 shopping sprees with the
vendors and I won one of the shopping sprees! OK I’ll wrap up the symposium with one story. Kat and I shared a room with our friend Tina, because she is so kind and the 3 of us have a freaking blast together. Friday night we all settled in for quick nights sleep and 1st off a previous occupant had set the alarm and it went off about 1:30 in the morning. I was slapping the clock radio turning on the radio and finally got it off, then Tina spit out her snore guard and poor Kat was up all night while Tina and I slept like bricks. After a grumpy Kat start to the day I got some earplugs for her from a friend who is a vendor, Paula, and Kathy slept like a baby Saturday night. For as much as I was worried I made it each day until midnight and was up at 6:15. Now I won’t tell you that I was not worn out – We got home about 3:30 on Sunday and I was asleep on the couch by 4, but It really gave me the confidence that I am capable of pushing it if I need to.
This week hasn’t been any better. Monday I had to be at UF at 9am for a blood test and you know how that goes. I showed up and signed in then parked it in the waiting room until it was my turn to register. After I settled in and handed the woman my ID and insurance card she quickly apologized and told me because of my insurance I had to go to LabCorp and oh and you need to go to the Proton Therapy Center to get your orders so they can do the draw. It was alright, but I felt sorry for the tech who had to stick me 3 times to find a vein. Next was running by Jan’s to pick up Sydney and home for a nap before we headed out to the Woodturners meeting. Kat was our demonstrator sharing how she makes her amazing rain-stick.
Tuesday was a 9am meeting for my CT scan and PET scan. These are the 2 tests that will show us if we got the cancer. They get read on the 27th at 10am and I am a little nervous but like Kat said to me -“If we didn’t get it we will go at it again.” (Easy for her to say!) They took about 3 hours and I was back home to eat and catch a nap before an appointment with Louise and yoga. Today I slept until noon and took a nap at 3, I just couldn’t go anymore. But today it was okay. I could take solace in the fact that I knew it was time to lay down and I don’t feel bad about the need to do it. I asked God for the willingness to face my fears, held my breath and took the plunge. It helped that I was surrounded by people to watch me and give me guidance and I will not do it every week……..yet, but damn I’m a lot more confident and secure than I was. Tonight my beautiful bride and I went out for dinner to celebrate Valentines Day. I really love this woman it was so nice to spend the evening with each other, as a matter of fact this week has been amazing. We have shared our versions of the journey and I have been able to walk her through my feelings as they occurred.
So tonight I sit ready to retire with my confidence back, my mood better than it has been in weeks and not constricted by my perceived limitations. Life is good and I am blessed by God, friends and a wonderful life – what more could I ask for. Happy Valentines Day my friends, good night.
LESSON OF THE DAY – “We should not judge people by the peak of their excellence; but by the distance they have traveled from the point where they started.”
Henry Ward Beecher